November 14, 2009
At many times, we'd rather "If only i could, if only i were, if only i was...".We'd never question ourselves for what we did or regretted not doing. I've thought bout it many times and many ways. If only i was God, if only i was the boss of UOB Bank.. I can't stop thinking bout this issue. If only i could make someone stay for so long.. If only i could be so perfect so i won't make hurt to someone. If only i could drown his sorrows in the deep oceans, if only i could veil his anger with my happiness. If only i got to know him earlier, if only i could .. So many "if only i could" I come to realize that i've fallen so deeply in love with someone so special, so wonderful like you. So deeply in love i couldn't recognize myself. That my heart sinks when you're right beside me. That i'd rather be so poor to be with you. I guess it's only time that i say this right from the bottom of my heart, that i really, really do love you so much i can forsake anything to be with you. Yes, you, Mr Jarrell Sim Yong Chun. Thank you for making me feel so protected, so pampered, so loved, so adored by you. I feel i could just marry you, keep you just beside me and i know for sure that, with you around, everything's peaceful, so beautiful, so wonderful and so right. I want to treasure this chance. I want to let know that my love never fades but grows. I wanna be all alone with you, even when the world ends. I'd hold your hands tight and never let go. You once said" Love is one soul that inhibits the other". I love everything bout you, every single part of you. You complete me and i just wanna say "Thank you baby for being so sweet :) " I love you !
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